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| Friday, July 28, 2006 |
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Sorry for my selfishness.
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| 5:39 AM |
| Thursday, July 27, 2006 |
Thanks a plenty to Elsie, Fahmi & Idah for rescuing my circuit.
And sorry to show you all attitdue today.
Just some random mood swings.
Perhaps I'm just asking for too much.
I shouldn't compare, I know.
I shouldn't expect, I try to.
We should just appreciate each other good, instead of keep seeing the bad.
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| 12:18 AM |
| Monday, July 24, 2006 |
Last saturday: 15 hours of work. Due to midnight sales over at Marina Square. Though it's tiring, but I do enjoy working over here with nice funny peeps around. Headed for supper over at Esplanade with Amy, Eugene, KeeKian, PC, Royston and we actually slacked over there till 6am plus in the morning despite having to work in the afternoon. We talked about everything and anything under the mood. From work till school times.
Sunday: He popped over to my work place to fetch me home. And we had cup noodles over at Rivervale Plaza, munching tibits and chatting. How I wish I could replace his ciggy.
Today: Despite my 2nd try re-doing my circuit. It still failed. Feeling down and demoralized. It seems like luck is not on my side. Face it ! I'm sorry for showing attitude to you. I'm tired of showing my smiling and laughing all the time. I'll be fine after a sleep, perhaps.
NIGHT *
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| 4:15 PM |
| Thursday, July 20, 2006 |
Whipe your tears.
Kiss you right.
And I promise, there's no goodbye.
Don'ttakeawaymyhappiness,mysmile.
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| 11:08 PM |
| Friday, July 14, 2006 |
Searching back my motivation.
It's no longer here with me.
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| 2:52 PM |
| Thursday, July 13, 2006 |
Perhaps this is the only place I can whine to.
Didn't want to bother anyone cause everyone seems troubled.
I'm having a bad today.
Screwed my common tests.
Screwed my science quiz with careless mistakes.
Work was bad.
Perhaps my mind flew somewhere instead of being in the shop.
Resigning came to my mind.
But I didn't bare to.
We quarrelled and till now I'm still waiting for his reply.
Why must I always take the initiative to msg him?
Why can't he feel that I'm down and cheer me up?
Feel like shouting
feel like crying
feel like banging
feel like vending all my angers out.
Just another bad day,
another mood swing,
another old self.
Demoralized & disappointed I am.
Sometimes I run sometimes I hide
Sometimes Im scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time
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| 2:59 PM |
| Wednesday, July 12, 2006 |
My parents seems to like him.
Especially my mum.
Anyway, he came over to my cribe on sunday to help me out with the baking of cookies for my personal development.
And it's a success with the help of my mum too.
Haven't been having enough sleep recently.
That cause me so worn out today.
Everyone was telling me that I'm getting sick.
BUT, I will survive !
Today's my last day working with Amy.
Our schedule didn't clash for the next few days.
How I wish she could take me along to MSQ.
I just love working with her.
Am I not playing my part.
Or is he expecting too much?
Perhaps I ain't a good gf after all.
I just can't feel his existance.
heistheone, heisnottheone.
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| 2:59 PM |
| Sunday, July 09, 2006 |
All this while the only emotional expression I used was numb.
But you prove me wrong.
Happy to see you just now.
^^
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| 2:57 PM |
| Saturday, July 08, 2006 |
Had supper over at Netwon Circus with BJ(s)
And the crab picle dropped on my white skirt.
Which made me hate crab for now.
Though this time round less people came.
But we do enjoy our foods and the company of each other.
Sad to say,
next week will be Amy Loo Hui Xian's (Shop manager) last week.
As she'll be transfer to MSQ.
We don't bare her to leave.
>):
She's super duper nice, cheerful, strong, quick, outstanding incharge.
Anyway, all pass BJ's shop managers are wonder.
Annie, Siti, Fisha & Amy.
Give my salute to them.
Gonna meet Wei Da, Siting & Ling in an hour time for dinner.
Our mini gathering.
Hope Jolin will be able to tag along too.
I just feel like shouting out loud.
Spitting all my back aches out.
Things driving me crazy, but I'm still putting on a strong front.
Where are you when I need company?
Where are you when I'm down?
You're always saying that I'm at fault.
But have you ever think of why I did this and that?
My life ain't simple and wise after all.
Hate those quarrels that we had.
I'm tried. Real tried.
Feel like crying out loud right now.
Lastly, my 8 years old Tamagotchi died!
)))):
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| 7:48 AM |
| Thursday, July 06, 2006 |
Why do we often make a big fuss on nitty gritty stuff?
Am I too demanding or are you not understanding?
We often disagree cause we have two different thinkings.
And we're both stubborn at times.
Why can't things get into a piece?
I do pay attention to you.
Just that sometimes I slip away what you said,
or I didn't know how to reply you.
You & I collide.
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| 2:59 PM |
| Tuesday, July 04, 2006 |
Saint Pros is back in town.
And we met up just now with Mrs Tan, Guan Xian, Hafiza & Hindato.
So so HAPPY to see them.
We meet up like once per godzillion years?
Chilled around Bugis Breeko to have fun & laughter.
And I'm looking forward to our next outing.
With more people tagging along bringing us back to the good old days.
The kampong school life that is.
<333 !
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| 2:59 PM |
| Saturday, July 01, 2006 |
I don't care if I win or lose.
What matter most is you.
I may seem cold from the surface,
but deep down, there's millions of words I want to say, but it's all choke inside.
I'm worry, worry about you.
It's obession and not love that I see.
Repeating [ Ashley Parker Angel - Let U Go ]
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